May 2013
7 posts
1 tag
my serendipity.
“We are told ‘No,’ we’re unimportant, we’re peripheral. ‘Get a degree, get a job,...”
– Terence McKenna (via sadexistences)
“People often ask me questions that I cannot very well answer in words, and it...”
– Hazrat Inayat Khan (via sadexistences)
“I want you to remember me. If you remember me, then I don’t care if everybody...”
– Haruki Murakami, Kakfa on the Shore (via sadexistences)
Silence filled with those three words, unspoken but felt.
I’m breathing easier.
Sometimes people can be fucking annoying.
I just can’t wait til tomorrow. I’ll get to hang out with my best friend and finally have a good time with someone.
Can’t wait til’ I meet some awesome college friend.
April 2013
31 posts
I remember how I used to only see shit one way. It had to be this way or I wasn’t cool with it or I wasn’t sticking around.
That’s such a stupid way to live and it was such a stupid thing to say to you because to be honest even with some of the stuff I’m not okay with
I’d rather compromise with you then to ever lose you for something I could get over.
You learn a lot when you sit and think...
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For the longest time I didn’t tell you or make you feel like you were good enough for me. Things that bothered me the most seem so trivial now.
I let everyone tell me how you should love me. Never again.
I always made it seem like I did so much more when you gave me so much.
I feel so bad because you mean everything to me and I want you to know that you’re more than enough. You’re so perfect...
I swear to god I refuse to over think this dream (nightmare) It sucked so much but it was a dream. No need to over think it.
“Listen to many, speak to a few.”
– William Shakespeare (via aqueljardin)
The moment I stopped worry and just believed what I already knew. What I’d already been told my mind became at ease and we got so much better. Faith is hard to maintain but makes life much easier.
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We start out as two souls looking to become one.
A touch, A kiss, The right words seem to flow into our souls and bring us closer.
Once we fall, we think that’s all it takes.
Calling someone yours does not make them yours.
You have to work endlessly to make them feel as if you care about the connection.
You can be comfortable but never forget that comfort doesn’t mean complete...
suckingfunshinee:
Fear and assumption will always make happen what you don’t want to happen. If you want to know something, ask them. Have a conversation and see what’s up. You might realize that things aren’t always what they seem in your mind.
If you love something you’ll let it go and if it comes back it’s yours.
Gleams of Sunshinee: I guess I actually actually... →
suckingfunshinee:
I guess I actually actually finally do see. after just sitting here for a while and analyzing a situation I realized it was a joke. Idk i guess a lot of things could be resolved before an argument starts. I don’t completely get your sense of humor yet, but i know i will in due time. And yes to…
why am I like this.
suckingfunshinee:
I’m fucked up. I wish someone could fix me so you could love me again.
me: home alone yes time to fuck shit up and be rebellious
me: uses computer without headphones
Rollings Stone: Did you know Frank Ocean was gay before he came out last year?
Tyler, the Creator: Yeah, I was one of the first people he told. I kinda knew, because he likes Pop Tarts without frosting on them, so I knew something was weird. But that's my nigga.
things I can’t imagine
someone having a crush on me
someone randomly seeing me and thinking ‘wow she’s cute’
someone getting happy because I messaged them first
someone thinking about me, in general
someone wondering how I am
someone finding me attractive
someone doing something to try and impress me
someone asking their friend on what to say to me
someone wanting to get to know me
“Everybody says sex is obscene. The only true obscenity is war.”
– Henry Miller, Tropic of Cancer (via larmoyante)
suckingfunshinee:
I can’t say shit I don’t like. I can’t be silent. I’m different now. SHUT THE FUCK UP. Maybe I get tired of having to talk to everyone and NO ONE makes a fucking effort to talk to me. FUCK YOU. You need me you come to me, I’m tired of going to everyone else.
Accurate.
Now: horny.
In an hour: horny.
Tomorrow: horny.
Next week: horny.
Next month: horny.
Sleeping: horny.
Eating: horny.
Having sex: horny.
Accopolypse: horny.
Dead: horny.
angthelion:
If California was it’s own state there would be no political parties, only house parties.
beerito:
this guy at my school put 20 dollars into the vending machine to buy cheetos and he got 380 nickels back a teacher had to take him to the office bc he was crying so hard
assiest:
why do people have to get ready for bed?
i’m always ready for bed
suckingfunshinee:
This isn’t helping me at all but I’m doing it because I love you.
suckingfunshinee:
only time will tell.
Gleams of Sunshinee: And somehow, deep inside, I... →
suckingfunshinee:
And somehow, deep inside, I feel like you’re never coming back. I feel like you were just looking for the best way to escape. I hope I’m so wrong but now I don’t feel so confident that I’m the only girl you want anymore. What do I do without you? Why couldn’t we just work it out? I could never…
March 2013
1 post
1 tag
La Bonita
Since she tells me I never write anything positive about her so here we go.
It’s been a year and three months that we’ve been together. It’s weird to even look back to where we were a couple months ago because we’ve grown so much. Become more honest with each other, learned each other better.
I can’t even begin to describe the love I have for you. I feel it so deep in my soul. I used to try and...
February 2013
2 posts
suckingfunshinee:
Being with someone who has low self esteem is hard, but don’t break up with them. For every time you tell them they’re beautiful is a time they start believing it themselves.
I wish.
I wish I wasn’t always the person being picked on because I’m “intimidating.” Why do I have to dumb myself down to make other feel great
I wish people understood why I freak out whenever they ignore me and why I fight so hard to keep them around, which just winds up looking like I’m creepy af.
I wish I didn’t have to hold back the thoughts in my mind to keep everyone else happy. Everyone can...
December 2012
5 posts
suckingfunshinee:
Why is it that if you mess up or suck at some parents say “you’re not even trying.” Did you ever think maybe I just suck at it or it’s hard or I’m having an off day??
And then when you finally get that shit right, who’s there to say “awww see there you go, I knew I was steering you on the right path”
Oh please, I got lucky.
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suckingfunshinee:
I guess the best thing about knowing that I’m going to be with my girlfriend for the rest of my life is the sole fact that one day I’ll walk into a party and I can just walk around to everyone and be like “Hi, this is MY WIFE Heather Vo.” Just the thought of being able to call her my wife gives me chills.
suckingfunshinee:
I realize now why parents of this generation treat there kids like shit. It’s because when they were younger they always had to take the mean shit from their parents. So now all that stuff from there parents has effected there view of kids. They feel like we have to take the same shit they give us, but it’s like they never realize that after a certain age, being nice to your...
suckingfunshinee:
I just wanna know when will parents learn. They’re always trying to teach us when really they are the ones who should learn some lessons.
It’s just been a rough couple of weeks. I want an uplifting I want a break. But I have finals next week. Lets see how life is after that. I haven’t gotten a word back from youngarts yet, I got a paper to write, my moms been super on edge lately and I just wanna live in my new house. I’m tired of moving, I’m tired of staying up late. IM TIRED AF and I just need some...
November 2012
9 posts
My mom thinks she knows stress but i’ve had a tress headache for two days now that is killing the shit out of me and I still don’t treat people like shit.
Maybe she could learn something from me for once instead of treating me like I have no knowledgable wisdom.
ex-cuse-u:
so when i came out and told my mom i was gay my mom said she loved me anyway and then we heard my sister yell from the other room “can someone answer the phone” and my mom goes “what its not ringing” and she yells back “BECAUSE I FUCKING CALLED IT” and my mom yelled at her
haoujuudai:
ruekuroha:
what does being stoned feel like
well theres two vastly different answers to this
teacupinastorm:
graphic making is all fun and games until you have to decide which font to use
